TrillianAera

It hurts. It really does. I can't move forward, I can't go back, No matter how hard I try, I can't get to the front. Always, always, always, I can't win. Second place again. It hurts. It really does. Underestimated, Mistaken. No matter how hard I try, I can't make anyone see me. Always, always, always, I'm overlooked. Unimportant again. It hurts. It really does. I can't show myself, I can't hide forever, No matter how hard I try, I can't solve this case. Always, always, always, I can't take it anymore. Second guessing again. It hurts. It really does. Detached, Dispassionate. No matter how hard I try, I can't ma

All I Want Now There's always the one thing in life That you have to have And you won't ever be complete without it. Maybe I'm the one acting stupid here, But all I want is for you to be happy And have a better life than I did, And make as many friends as you can, And trust people more easily than I can, And be able to be who you want to be Without anyone saying that you Shouldn't. All I want now Is for you to have the life That I used to want, But now I can't have that anymore Because of something that I wanted Slightly less. That one thing that I used to think I needed Was really just a cover So I wouldn't have to

Her War of Independence Hetalia I own nothing here except for my OC, who doesn't represent any real country, but one I made up. **Spain's POV** No! Don't take it like that! Just because she went to war with me once doesn't mean she doesn't like me! I hope. That war was the worst time of my life. Before the war, Meditera was nice, yeah, but she wasn't against all forms of fighting. She used to argue with Romano all the time. And, you know, she got older and she wanted to be her own independent country, and I'm ashamed to say I didn't let her. I didn't want her to leave me. For selfish reasons. I guess she really wanted this though, becau

Part 1 ROMANO        I am in love with Spain. Yep. There it is. I've said it and written it on paper. My New Year's resolution last year was to finally admit to myself that, yes, it's true. This year is a completely different matter. This year, I promised myself that I would tell him. I'm not ready yet. I won't ever be ready. To be honest, I don't even know if I want to tell him. I like things between us exactly as they are. But he'll never know if I don't let him…maybe I should tell him…I don't know. I'll think about it. SPAIN I am in love with Romano. Yep. There it is. I've said it before, a

I had thought it was obvious, That you don't like me. That you find me annoying, And obnoxious, And too optimistic, And too loud sometimes, And too quiet other times, And too dependent on you, And I had thought it was obvious, That you didn't want to be my friend. Years later, Many years later, I think it's obvious, That you love me. That you find me cute, And adorable, And cheerful, And I talk when I want to, And don't talk when I don't, And I depend on you just because I can, And I think it's obvious, That you don't want me to leave you. When we were younger, When you first looked at me, I thought you rescued me be

Walls come crashing down To reveal the person that I am Enough hiding behind a fake personality. This is the real me. Take a good look, Because this is all you'll ever see Of the person who's not always happy, and Of the person who's not always nice, and Of the person who's no longer yours. Walls come crashing down To reveal more roadways. Enough staying on the same path. There are so many more. Take a different route, Because this is all you'll ever know Of the paths that connect, and Of the paths that separate, and Of the paths that won't meet again. Walls come crashing down To reveal a human being. Enough pretending t

The cold is unbroken by the light of the sun, And that's the way I like it. The light of the sun is unbroken by the cold, And that's the way I like it. Both standing strong, refusing to break, Neither falling, neither failing, Neither giving in and giving up. Why can't I be like that cold, That won't bow to the light, Or why can't I be like the sun, That won't fade, even through the cold? You know, it's beautiful, The battle between Cold and warm Light and dark Sun and moon. It's beautiful. I want to be like that, But until one side wins, Emerges victorious, Defeats the enemy, I am just me.